Today is not a good day for me.
I’ve woke up very emotional. Today I miss him, okay every day I miss him but today something hit me harder than most days.
I’m not sure what it is but I can’t stop the tears. I cant even talk to anyone.
It’s just me pretending everything is okay. That I am dealing with everything fine. People always say that time is a healer. With time things will get easier,you’ll hurt less. It’s not true. Yes time helps but not always, not so much.
I feel so disconnected to the world, to him, to myself. I’m so lost.