Lying is definitely the worse thing us humans can do.
Once one lie is told you need a whole bunch more to cover up the original. I lied my way through a whole relationship, now I’m stuck with the consequences.
I can’t regain his trust, not the way I originally had it. Can I blame him ? No. But I still do. It makes me angry that he won’t believe anything I say. Honestly, I think I’m just angry at myself.
You never intended to lie so much, it becomes a habit. You end up chasing your lies and thinking of new ones to hide. Eventually you run out of lies and all you have left is the truth. The truth that now they won’t believe. They won’t believe a single word you say. You even start to doubt yourself.
Lies destroy you.