Would you do anything for the one you love ?
What if you can’t ? What if you’re so broken that you can’t do anything for the one you love.
I want to give him the world. To give him what he deserves. To give myself to him.
I’m being stopped by the little voice in my head that is telling me not to be so stupid again. It’s overpowering.
I screwed up. It’s what I do best. Screw up. Everyone that comes into my life I push away. I make them run. Yet here I am making the same mistakes all over again.
I turned my back today and I regret it. I drove away and it broke me. I left behind something special. I ran. I ran like I always do. Running is easier than facing the problems, especially when I don’t know how to fix them.
I don’t know how to be me anymore.