Why am I going around hurting people, Making them feel worthless,
Watching the tears fall down there face and feeling no remorse.
Why am I acting like I don’t care, when deep inside I’m falling apart.
Why do I push so hard, push you over the cliff and then try and save you.
Why am I pretending that everything is okay when inside I am empty.
Why do I do the things I don’t want to do.
Why can’t I just say no and move on.
Why do I hold onto such misery and pain.
Why am I over thinking every little movement, every word, every action.
Why can’t I be happy.