It’s always my fault.
Even when it is not.
How can I continue believing that everything that goes wrong is my fault. Blaming me for their stupid and careless actions.
I can’t stop.
I excuse them all the time, the truth is I just can’t accept their behaviour. How people can act this way towards someone who has truly been good to them. So I blame me. I must have done something wrong for them to act out.
So I am too blame. I am to blame for being blind, for allowing them to act this way. So yes I am to blame. For being to weak to stand up for myself.