It is true what people say , you need closure. I never really got closure with my ex, well with any of them actually. I was always hanging on or they were hanging on and in a way you never really finish the chapter. You never fully close that book and file it away. You just have lots of different books on different pages left on your desk, messy and unfinished.
I think about finding closure but I know if I pick up that book I will have to start from the beginning and I can’t handle that. I can’t handle them emotions all over again.