I think you’re the prettiest girl in the hotel
Well damn! I never expected that. It’s nice to hear a complaint once in a while. Especially from other girls. Us girls should stick together. Picking each other up, not putting one another done. Casting evil eyes.
I’ve got to this stage where I’m starting to realise it isn’t my fault.
I done nothing wrong. I’ve been so nice and kind, just the way I used to be before. However people still treat you like shit.
I thought, I generally thought he was a good guy. An understanding guy. A guy that could hold my hand and pick me up, not a guy that drags you along for the ride. He’s an honest guy, maybe too honest but I will not complain about that.
I’m starting to think I am wrong. I’m starting to think he is a better friend than a boyfriend. Or maybe I just don’t understand him, his way of acting. (Blaming myself again huh) so maybe I am wrong, for thinking more of him than he can give.
I made a decision to be a better person and I will stick to that. Maybe I will be used and pushed around in the mean time but I’m sure eventually I will find someone. Someone who will return all the good. So I will wait patiently, I will be the kind good hearted person I wish to be to all and I will wait.